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27 August 2007 @ 01:01 am
1. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
2. Tag seven five people to do the same.

Habits/Quirks/Facts about me:

1. I have a lot of complexes. They stem from various places, but I have so man complexes about things it's not even funny, and I know it pisses my friends off a lot. I have a complex about being left behind, a complex about being unwanted and ignored, a complex about being outright disliked, just about everything. I tend to feel that my friends don't want me, perfect strangers or authority figures hate me, and my family dislikes me. These things tend to be completely untrue, but I'm retarded that way. XD;

2. I stronly dislike children. This may seem odd, since I'm a teacher of 3-year-olds and I'm always going on about how I'm going to name my kids this or that, but really, I don't like children. I want to adopt when I'm older, but I still don't particularly like taking care of them, at least not at this stage in my life. I'm also terrified of getting pregnant and have a steadily growing list of why I never, ever, ever want to do it. So, V, love, don't you dare get me pregnant. XD;;

3. I'm extremely feminist. Don't even start me. Really. Don't.

4. I cry at next to everything. When I'm really happy, when I'm really sad, at a movie, a book, an anime, I start sobbing when it gets emotional. I also cry when I get hurt a lot, because I have a low threshold for pain, and even bad bruises make me tear up. Being the attention whore that I am, I like people to pay attention to me when I cry, because, chances are, something traumatic has happened to me and I want comfort, and, though I can't cry on command, I offen wish that I could to get more attention at times when I want it. XD;;; I fail, I know.

5. I love cosplay. I love every aspect of it, from dressing up, to getting attention and people taking pictures of me, to being IC for photos or just for giggles. I think it stems from the same reason I RP and enjoy acting; I like stepping into the role of someone else. I enjoy feeling like I truly am someone, even if I'm not, as well as exploring the novelties of the unreal realtionships it gives me to my friends who cosplay with me. In addition, as stated before, I'm an attention whore, and I absolutely love people complementing my costume and taking pictures of me, as well as getting hugs and glomps!

6. I like Japanese music [or music in another language] better than English music. I'm not really sure why. I just do. XD;;

7. I'm am extremely possesive about my friends. I get jealous very very easily, and so when they'd rather spend time with someone else rather than with me, I get overly upset and tend to take things too far. This partially ties back to my complexes, and also to my attention-whoreness. I love to be loved, and I want people to want me. I tend to be especially this way to my girlfriend, because I feel like, as I always put her first and foremost when choosing people to spend time with, she should do the same for me. That is, of course, rather unfounded and bad reasoning, but I'm messed up and completely absorbed in her, anyway. XD;; This is why people get pissed at me easily and I'm a bad person. XD;; BUT I LOVE YOU GUYS! JUST REMEMBER THAT WHEN YOU'RE CUSSING ME OUT IN PRIVATE! 8DD

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vtheyoshi: Roy and Ed---Chu~vink_sama on August 28th, 2007 01:35 am (UTC)
Wow, how interesting to read it all laid out like that. :D How did you come up with what to say? XD;; I think it looks hard to be that honest, and whatever. XD;; I think you're very brave. I'll try!

I suppose I knew most of this already, but again, all spelled out, its very fascinating. Why do you want kids if you don't like them? Why don't I want kids if I like them? The world may never know. XD;;

It's not bad reasoning that you should expect me to put you first, and you're not a bad person. ;; Believe me that I do do all I can to make you my very top most priority~ ♥!
ミランダ (大丈夫): lovefaded_lace on August 28th, 2007 01:44 am (UTC)
XD;; Well, I figure I'm already a pretty annoying bitchy person, I might as well justify it. XD;; And it's the truth, so. I really like being honest. Whether with myself or brutally so to others. XD;;

Um...I dunno. For all the reasons I told you, I guess? Mainly because I want to share it with you. ♥

I might not be a bad person, but I still hurt you, and I feel bad for it...but I'm glad that you still love me and want to spend time with me. I love you. ♥