September 9th, 2015

Yamada: nervous

fqfest repost one!

je_fqfest reveals occurred, so now I can repost my fics here! I'm proud that I was able to write two fics this year, even though this one was… sort of odd. I hope it's still enjoyable |D;;

title: wretched
rating: nc-17
pairings: Nakajima Yuto/Chinen Yuri; former Yamada Ryosuke/Chinen Yuri; Nakajima Yuto/Okamoto Keito
warnings: Infidelity, voyeurism, and a lot of unhealthy thought processes and self-deprecation play a large part in this; please read with discretion.
word count: 3,770
beta: yomimashou
author's note: Written for je_fqfest! Set in July of 2012, during the Japan leg of JUMP's Asia Tour. I don't really know what I had in mind when I claimed this prompt, but somehow, it turned into something really odd and angst-ridden. I apologize for the dark mood!
summary: After all, a sick part of his mind thinks, Yamada can't have Chinen anymore, and isn't this better than nothing?

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