October 21st, 2015

Yamada: nervous

Whiny whine whine whine

Yesterday was the day most people in Japan get their single, a day early. Today is the actual release date. This morning, I got an email that says my single should arrive tomorrow. FML. I don't know why Amazon always ships so stupidly late, but I guess it's my own fault for not ordering until everything was sold out of 7-net. I missed out on the special clearfile on 7-net, too. I'm the worst fan.

On top of that, I got asked out to dinner by some other teachers, which is happening this Friday evening… so I'm going to miss JUMP on Music Station (even if I can record it, I know). And Wednesday is my regular skype date to watch things with friends, so that means I won't be able to watch JUMP on Shounen Club Premium either of the times it airs. Boo.

Also, I rewatched the Live With Me digest (Disc 2 from the s3art DVD) last night, and I have so many regrets. At the time, I was so preoccupied with the shit that was going down with Sexy Zone and Juniors that didn't appreciate anything from that concert when I was actually there, and, in fact, spent the whole time feeling anxious and nervous. What is my life, what are my choices.

My first world problems are so difficult. Whine whine whine. On the bright side, the week is halfway over!