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23 May 2010 @ 03:11 am
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Another Maharaja Mode fic! I really have no excuse. XD; I don't ship this pairing or anything, it just... made sense to me. XD;

Title: Like

Disclaimer: Maharaja Mode is not mine!

Rating: NC-17 to be safe

Pairing: Pasupata/Shiva, hinted Pasupata→Nataraja

Warnings: BL, semi-graphic m/m sex

Author's Note: This just seemed to me like something that would happen :x After all, it doesn't seem like Pasupata would have opened himself up this way to Nataraja before they opened up in any other way. This was written with a period of time pre-canon in mind, but read it however you like. XD;

Pasupata likes Shiva.

They're best friends, after all, so it makes sense, right? And Shiva's about his age, and they spend so much time together, day in and day out, just the two of them. And Shiva's attractive, in his own way; he's slender and lithe in a singularly youthful, muscular sort of way, and when he's drenched in sweat after the they've been sparring and they collapse into the grass together, when they're laughing and he leans in close and catches Pasupata's eyes just so... well, it makes perfect sense.

And after all, Shiva is the only person with whom Pasupata is completely honest; Shiva is the only person who knows Pasupata's big secret, who knows everything there is to know about Pasupata. It's almost eerie, the way Pasupata is sure that Shiva knows things about him just by looking at him, as if he can see straight through Pasupata's skin and into his soul. In fact, Pasupata probably doesn't even need to be honest with him, because Shiva just knows whenever something is up, but he is anyway, because Shiva is his best friend, and he can trust Shiva, more than anyone, really.

Which is just another reason why this makes sense, why it makes complete sense for them to be where they are now, on the floor of Shiva's chambers, pressed close, hot, breath coming heavy as if they've been sword fighting. But they haven't; there's no excuse for this, just like there's no excuse for the fact that they're half naked, or that Shiva is atop Pasupata now, with his lips locked with Pasupata's and one hand down Pasupata's pants. Pasupata writhes and arches and kisses back fiercely and forces himself not to think, because he likes Shiva, and so this makes sense, this makes sense.

And that reasoning is enough, and Pasupata turns the tables, flipping Shiva onto his back and breaking the kiss to nip boldly at his lips, his ear, his neck, tailing his tongue over the spots once he's satisfied. Shiva's hand does not retreat, however, making it increasingly hard to concentrate, and finally, Pasupata growls impatiently, pulling away Shiva's pants with less restraint than he really ought to have, and from there, it's a flurry of impatience, up and up and up until--

Pasupata likes Shiva, likes him a lot. They're best friends, they spend all their time together, there are no secrets between them--

Pasupata does not love Shiva.

But that is another thought for another time, and as Shiva pulls him to his feet with a grin and a sheepish apology (and refuses to look Nataraja in the eye for the following week), he has the feeling that this is something Shiva understands even better than he does himself.
Current Music: Bankai Code 001//Bengara Koushi
S: Nagayan: happyyomimashou on May 23rd, 2010 12:14 pm (UTC)
Yay, you wrote it~ And it definitely seems like it could've happened. :D

Also, I wish there were someone to actually ship Shiva with... :x Otherwise he's destined to be the annoying third wheel in fic forever XD;;;
ミランダ (大丈夫): Kime: thoughtfulfaded_lace on May 23rd, 2010 11:24 pm (UTC)
:D I did! This stupid non-existent fandom ate me. XD;; And I'm glad it seems relatively believable!

Yeah... there really isn't anyone... Maybe when we play the spinner game tomorrow we'll figure someone out.
S: MoriDaikiyomimashou on May 24th, 2010 12:25 am (UTC)
Yeah XD Shusai could definitely be an interesting possibility, though... Were we even going to put him in the spinner?
ミランダ (大丈夫): Kime: thoughtfulfaded_lace on May 24th, 2010 01:22 am (UTC)
You know Shusai is only a possibility because it's MoriEiji, though XD; We weren't going to... because if we do, don't we technically have to put Zachou, too? And I really don't give a crap about him or Goku... XD;
Innusiq: Nataraja/Pasupata: Little White Liesinnusiq on May 26th, 2010 08:26 am (UTC)
I want to not like this... not that it's not good, but... Nataraja!!!!!!!! *ahem* But what I like is that, yes, I can see this, and accept this because it's like a stepping stone, to where Pasupata needs to be, and Shiva... he just knows this too, accepts this, it's like a natural course of action... or something like that. Did that make any sense, what so ever????

You mush share more!!!!
ミランダ (大丈夫): Kime: キラキラfaded_lace on May 26th, 2010 12:25 pm (UTC)
I know what you mean, but I'm glad you go what I was getting at XD; While they were both lying to one another, I don't know how likely it would be for Nataraja and Pasupata to get together, just because they're both being stupid about one another, if you know what I mean? XD;; And I think Shiva would totally understand, because he can totally read Pasupata like a book, I think. XD

Aww, thanks, okay!
duril93: hitsu hatt av kanonkyoyaduril93 on May 26th, 2010 05:22 pm (UTC)
So wrong for me, but I still understand why you wrote this. It could have happened after all.. But it was really written on a good way : D
ミランダ (大丈夫): Tezuka + Dinosaurfaded_lace on May 26th, 2010 05:55 pm (UTC)
Haha, I don't ship them either, but they are best friends, after all? XD; Thanks, I'm glad you think it was well written!