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11 October 2006 @ 11:15 pm
I think I'll be like Kai-kun, just for once.  
I wish I could just go hide away from everyone, so that I can't hurt them, and they can't accidentally, by no fault of their own, hurt me.

I wish I could erase and change one thing about myself, or someone else (no matter how horribly selfish that is).

I'm selfish, and stupid, and I make matters worse when they're already bad.

Why does every aspect of my life feel as if it's been drenched in liquid nitrogen and then thrown against a brick wall?

I want to let go.

I want to let go.

Why can't I ever let go?



I'll say goodbye, Lost Heaven
How I longed for Heaven
I'm letting go of something I never had
Time goes so fast
Heaven is Lost...
 
 
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
 
 
 
Syomimashou on October 11th, 2006 11:12 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry you're depressed...I hope you feel better. I'm here if you want to talk, or bitch at me, or anything. ♥
ミランダ (大丈夫): depressedfaded_lace on October 11th, 2006 11:14 pm (UTC)
Thanks...unfortunately, this is something I can't really even share with you. But thank you, nonetheless...
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ミランダ (大丈夫): depressedfaded_lace on October 12th, 2006 01:10 pm (UTC)
Thanks...^^ I'll try
ssempaissempai on October 12th, 2006 04:46 pm (UTC)
www.myspace.com/mindlessselfindulgence

Honestly, it's the emo solution for all occaisions. Try the song Thank God or Shut me Up. I don't want to pry about what's going on, but I still want you to cheer up. <3